1. Sometimes I ask God why I only have one child, Although my husband and I have never use the traditional kind of birth control , we still have one. Sometimes I get sad when I see others with babies.Although I know that God knows best because a whirl of activity tends to make me dizzy. WIth one child I am able to contain the activity or at least have one child going in one direction instead of having multiple children going all different directions!

  2. I most often ask why when urgent prayers aren’t immediately answered. Right now I am asking why to a dream that has for years gone unanswered. Tough stuff. But like Rebekah I will keep turning to the Lord!

  3. Why is this happening to me? Today I have been feeling left out. Why? I have non christian friends who are all getting together with their friends and I wasn’t invited. It hurts! But yet wisdom tells me that the conversation that would be going on would bother me, and I would wonder why I was there. God tells me to not let jealousy control me. I am special, I do belong somewhere. I have a group of Christian friends having a Bible study right this moment, that I really wanted to go to, but am unable to get to. My heart wants to be there with those girls, yet wisdom is speaking to me. Is this really a Bible study that the Lord wants me at? Is this ladies trying to belong, fit in, and put on me something that I don’t want to belong to.( this is something that I have experienced over and over and over, finally I am questioning before I jump in feet first.) Sometimes we as people hide behind play dates, bible studies ect. What we are really trying to do is convert someone to our way of thinking, not necesarrily wanting to convert people to the Lord. I’m not being judgemental, I am being honest with myself. So today I am wondering where do I fit in and why is this happening to me? I feel like I don’t fit in. I feel like this often. And every time the Lord whispers to me,” Ingrid you fit in with Me! Your heart is hungering for a belonging that only I can provide. ” Matthew 11:28, 29 just came to my mind..”.Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy laden and I will give you rest. V29 Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am gentle and lowly i heart, and you will find rest for your souls.
    I am constantly amazed at how the Lord answers my hearts needs, and all of a sudden my feelings are sorted out. I need to not allow my feelings to control me so much. Again I think, “why is this happening to me”? I don’t know, but I do know that the Lord has the answer, and I just have to stop and take the time to ask Him.

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